This is a short story from my life followed by information
on an MI6 pedophile ring I hope will lead to bringing them to justice.
The story of something unforgivable
It is 2013. I still have my bug in me, I'm still fighting MI6, I've been through a lot over the years but us thetas can be very adaptive, but hey, at least I'll always have a few story's to tell. I call myself a theta nowadays as I've done enough to organize the autistic spectrum from meeting some others on it, there are four types of us, deltas, thetas, alphas and betas, I'm a theta. I'm in quite a way, I find it hard to remember yesterday from all the drugs they have given me but after ten years of constant problem solving I can still do my work easily. They cant beat me at my own game so they spike me with drugs just about every single day.
For years now I have had Sleeping Rapist in my
head, I call him Pedophile Rapist nowadays (PR to be polite), I call him this for
obvious reasons. For many years, ever since I found out he was a pedophile I
felt better knowing he was in my head, that he was not able to abuse children,
children can’t defend themselves, I can.
One day though this changes, over all the time I have known
Paris he has never got to me? Irritated me? I can’t find the words, this is something
I won’t forgive him for. I stumble on some information, I find out PR isn't the
worst pedophile in his pedophile ring, I realize now about them, they will
all have been ‘active’, raping children and on top of that all equipped with my
hypnosis. I go back to hacking information out of PR again, I feel I have to. By
hacking him I mean extracting information out of him, I’m in his head as much
as he is in mine. It always took me a long time to be sure about the
information I got out of him but I get there eventually. I stopped hacking him after
I found out he has killed more than two children (and was sure), if MI6
wouldn't do anything about that they wouldn't do anything full stop; I’d have
to get out of this before I could do anything about this. I would forgive Paris
for all the other things he’s done, he’s done a lot over the years but this is
different, this is children facing such terrible things. They are children, they can’t defend
themselves, it’s our job to do that for them, that’s the way I look at it.
Paris wouldn't have bothered me so much if I hadn't years
ago come up with a plan. I told him to go in PR’s head and get the information
he needed and get control of him, people like PR stab even their friends in the
back, something I actually found out about him and his ring, Paris could have
used him to control him. Luke and Fuzz who have been involved for many years
with my life, from the start in fact would have helped with this. The reason he
didn't do anything is plain and simple; he’s a weasel. Bob my old MI6 department
head would have done something, but if something causes the slightest bit of
risk to Paris himself he just wouldn't do it. Our country would have even been
better from this. Paris calls himself a survivor, I call him a weasel.
Throughout the entire time I've know Paris something just
seemed missing in him, I can’t put my finger on it, it is in all my other
shrinks, it seems kind of like a lust for life, something I just cant work out,
a zing to him would be a way to put it, something.
So I go back to hacking secrets out of PR, it looks like its
down to me to find out enough to get a police investigation, it might not
happen until my hypnosis is known about but I need to increase the chances of
them being brought to justice.
I find the head of this ring is in his 50’s and seems to
have a liking for torture. Then one day I stumble on something and I think its
enough to get him, if this was ‘guess who’ I would have done enough to get it
down to a couple of possibilities. He’s kidnapped a girl off a bike, I realize
how important this is, lots of children would have disappeared since he joined
the secret service (1995- onward) but only a few off bikes, and then he would
have used hypnosis so there would be no struggle so I’m getting closer. I find
his dam name as well (I’m pretty sure of this), I've though it might be Peter,
names are difficult to find out but I think I finally find it out. I've become
well practiced with projecting the sound of my voice, Izzy is still in my mind (she
started off as a voice in my mind based on Ripley many years ago) among my
other voices I can project, I use them kind of more as toys nowadays and I can nowadays
sound like my shrinks if I want. I wait for my moment, when he lets his guard
down, then simply sound like Paris saying ‘just tell him your name’, he just says
‘Jonathan’. He isn't happy about this. I then also find his dad is/was a spy
for MI6. I think this is actually enough, I think this is enough to track him
down.
This is what I've found out, I just hope its enough, the
challenge would be the police doing what it takes to investigate an MI6 child
killing pedophile ring. When this blows up public opinion should make this
happen if it goes the right way. The Pedophile ring is apparently proud of how
long they have been in existence, many decades I find out, I intend to change
this, I intend this to be their last. Here’s
what I've found out.
Profile
(this picture it not PR, it is merely a random picture I found that looks similar to him)
-His name is Jonathan (this may be his dads name also)
-Description- 5’11/12
(average/a little shorter than average) roughly, short dark quite thin hair as
of 2003.
Tubby build.
-He learned my hypnosis in June/July 2003. He knew gaze
induction/old hypnosis before this.
-He lives in London (though in Bridlington since his
involvement with me)
-He has HIV (as of the date of this post he takes
medication)
-His Dad is/was a spy (I don’t think he’s retired); an MI6
family.
-He first learnt my hypnosis July 2003, there would have
been a kidnapping soon after, he would have obsessed about using this new
hypnosis for this.
-He went to university (probably an MI6 university)
Psychological
profile
He has a schizoid or borderline personality disorder, here is
some information about this. This is my attempt at a psychological profile.
-Deep down he feels inferior
-He doesn't feel good enough for women, they are threatening
to him as they could work out who he really is, children don’t pose this threat
to him.
-He really doesn't like me as I represent a lot of what he
turned away from in childhood. Very
deep down he wants to be like me, he wont face this though. He was angry at
what he couldn't have as a child. He now doesn't want others to have such
things as love, happiness ect.
-He is moody
-He regards himself as a lone wolf
-He gets obsessed/ pleasent feelings from abusing people
-Is/ has always been emotionally isolated
-He likes knives,
they were probably used in his rapes
-No real friends
-He has a domineering father figure.
-Medium to smaller size penis
-Is violent
-Uses the ‘same boat as me’ tactic at work, e.g
encouraging/helping people to do sick things
-Inability to feel joy
-Has respect more for overly mean authority figures
-Hates thinking about his childhood
-Has multiple traumatic memories (six or so)
-Has a low Id rate
-Has little to no sense of empathy
-Low intellectual ability, he stated to me he got through
school with a good memory
-His dad pushed him a lot as a child
-PR was raped when he was younger by a group of men, one
being black, one with a disorder similar to his own (wanted to traumatize him
like he was traumatized himself).
-It was on a night out.
-It was in a hotel room
-Scat sex was involved
-Drinking unpleasant things from a cup was involved
-This was reported to the police it seems
Crimes
-Jonathan himself would have been active as a rapist since
around 95 when he joined MI6 until 2005 when he was working abusing me, I don’t
recall him having any holidays after 2005. After joining MI6 I think his
identity would have disappeared so it would have made rape much easier.
-Has raped 21 women (exact number), I think the police will
have his DNA profile.
-Some of his victims may find it hard to remember details due
to hypnosis being able to suppress memories, he will have left them with some
memory as least.
-He is part of an MI6 pedophile ring of 5 members or so,
I’ve heard them referred to as ‘MI6 royalty’ and ‘protected’.
-PR has killed 8 children
-The head of the pedophile ring works directly with
Sawyers/he’s at the top, he’s quite old (45+).
-He takes trophies, they are prized possessions, they are in
his safe.
-He likes different types of women especially Chinese, he has
raped an Asian girl. (he doesn’t feel ) good enough for girls and finds them
threatening).
-The ring has existed for decades, they are proud of this.
-He’s kidnapped a girl
who was on a bike (im sure), there will have been no signs of a
struggle, he will have used gaze induction as with all his abductions.
-There is a house
in London where his paedophile ring keeps the children they
kidnap, it is in a poor area of London, I think north London. There is a
financial link between these agents and the people who own the house.
-Has shot a girl in the vagina.
-His ring has made videos, they are a well known ring in
these circles, the police have probably profiled them. You would have to look
for signs of hypnosis.
-I’ve had some positive reaction to knowing where one of my
children from my stolen semen is, this is an unpleasant thought. Them ‘extracting’
abilities and frequencies from them.
-I think his car is black, may have used it for kidnappings.
-The ring is MI6 trained, Jonathan will have stuck to his MI6
training, he won’t have deviated from this, he regards himself as ‘careful’.
I know those children are dead but I promised myself I would try and get them justice. I won't forget them. This is the information I have got so far, I'll keep trying. Damion