Paedophile ring update

I'm determined to get this paedophile ring and I've decided I'm not shy about how I go about it. I've spent years hacking about them now, I've learnt how to fight with words, how to use them as a weapon, hacking as I call it. 

I've found out recently they are an infamous gypsy site. I've managed so far to get the police, some nice London gangsters I met, MI5, MI6 and the CIA all informed or involved with them. 

The police want them arrested (I had some police in my conscious net believe it or not). I hacked that the ring did a high profile job against a gangster boss; they tortured and killed on of his relatives, there's a big bounty on any of their heads now because of this. It took some doing getting word to the gangster boss of who did it. I've made them a disaster in waiting for MI6 and won most of their shrinks over. I got MI5 involved with them now but I don't know how, I just know they are scared of them. The paedophiles are getting desperate, I think they are trying to win over the CIA for help (they are scared of them though). I've hacked they have screwed MI5 and the CIA trying to survive, I guess this is through lies to them unless it's a move against them, they are desperate.

The peadophile ring are not happy, I found out they have recently they had the police (maybe a month or so ago vaguely), gangsters and MI5 visit their site one after another. They said to me it's been tewnty years since they had the police there.

So...I do believe I have my enemy flanked and out manoeuvred, they are not in a good way it seems. I just need to make sure their support is cut off. I'm taking down this ring one way or another.

All of this will be in part 5 'a guiding light' in my book, it's....it's a bit different to what I expected what's happened, but you will have to wait to find out about this in my book. Damion

MI5 and my children

I've found out some of my children MI5 have imprissoned are severely Autistic because of their experiments. They used some Phoenix stones on me the other day, they came from children who were about 9 years old, they were heavily delta dominant Phoenix stones. This isn't even the way to get results, they have all they need with me, my children won't  even be as strong as me with hypnosis or problem solving until they are my age. I hope my children find the help they need. Damion

A poem about tough times

     Hard times

Times they may seem oh so hard

No hope in sight

Seems hopes so far

Day and night they blend as one

Midnights here

It's not yet gone

And circles lie

Within this mind

Need hope to see

And free my mind

Just need to fight

Find just a test

Just Need to fight

And cheat this death

I Fight this fight

I'll pass this test

I'll fight till last

Till final breath

(About one of the hardest times in my life- Damion)

Update- I'm a bit ill

I'm a bit ill. This is the first time the torture has made me physically ill. Apparently it's a syndrome prisoners of war often die of. 

What caused it was them torturing me with pain experiments while they had me sectioned. They tortured me for three months then this information sunk to the bottom of the super ego, hits the axon hillock and sends the information shooting down to the id, this is when I set in for the long term with the pain. They tortured me for a year and two months, it was crap but I stayed healthy, I was in long term mode. I got out then they rested me, I was exhausted, my body went into rest mode, this information started sinking down the super ego. They rested me for six weeks or so then started torturing me again, this is when I got ill. I have become sensitive to the pain experiments, Ihave a running nose all the time. I got a really bad cold from my immune system being that run down, my body had trouble fighting it off. I have a strong immune system, the cold that came from me puts people in a right state, MI6 say it has killed people as people like me never get ill. They keep doing their experiments, they are making me ill, I've wanted to sleep all the time the last two weeks. It's definitely a nervous condition I've got, it's nervous in origin. They have also suppressed the instinct you get to relax, you know when your body melts and relaxes when you lay down, that one, it causes stress. 

I'm pretty ill, The GCHQ doctor says I need six months rest to get better, I'm never going to get that. I hope something comes along. Damion

A poem I wrote about love

                   

                   I'LL BE STRONG

      

          I'll be strong when if you cant

                            I will

                           I wont

                          I sharn't

                           I aren't

            About to free fall all this way

                     And not to stray 

                  My strength will stay

                      Not stray away 

                      Not pay this toll   

            I'll find a way to fill this whole

                         About to fall

                         And fall apart

              You'll just come right back

                      And fix my heart

                Because you'll be strong

                       When if I can't

                            You will

                           You wont 

                          You sharn't

                           You aren't

                    

                     About to leave me

                      Without a friend

            When I have a heart to mend

                    So I see you there

                     And you see me

                    You see my heart

                          Finally free

                            Set it so

                              In fire

                             A light

                          Find in me

                              Love

                          Find bright

        (The poem of Fuzz and Damion)

Picture, reality generation

A pretty picture I thought I'd put up for my readers. I'm getting lots of hits, it's nice to have you all here you know. /waves to his friends out in cyberspace. Damion

When does the Temporal Age start

I personally think the Temporal age starts when man can efficiently bend space and time; when humanity breaks the light barrier. I think it would be a good point to start it. I think this is a few decades off though, until then we have the Quantum age. Damion

A picture related to Sigmund Freud

This is a picture that reminds me of Sigmund Freud and his work in the same field as me. Him being blue makes me think of him being his own consciousness looking at the Personality field...

Dr. Manhattan C.Escher by ErinSchokovich

Multitasking, Matriarchs and Sniper rifles

This is a post that explains about multi tasking, matriarchs and sniper rifles and how they all interrelate to one another inside that most interesting of mother natures creations 'the Fembrain'.

Multi-Tasking

The fembrains ability to multi task is well known, it is down to the multiple twists at the top of a females super ego (the manbrain only having a solitary large twist in the center-see my work). The multiple twists means the fembrain will perceive multiple elements from her surroundings and think of multiple ideas at once because of the extra communication between her Consciousness and Super Ego, she can also remember multiple tasks well in her short term memory (the fembrain does seem to like having its multiple things doesn't it). 

These multiple traits are what leads to the fembrains ability to multi task, her conscious mind can easily perceive, process and remember multiple tasks meaning she can jump easily from one task to another that is being processed in her Consciousness and Super Ego.

Matriarchs 

A female put in a leadership position will adopt a matriarchical style of leadership. The manbrain will naturally focus on achieving one goal which has its advantages, the fembrain will constantly multitask so will balance multiple priorities. 

A manbrain put in a leadership role will be more likely to go all out to achieve its one main goal while a fembrain put in a leadership role will be more likely to include multiple elements in decision making like; caring for her subordinates, wanting her organisation to do well, wanting her country to do well, wanting her finances and career to go well and wanting to leave her position in a good way for the next leader as examples.

The fembrain will gravitate towards taking on multiple elements of a problem in all it's decision making effecting leadership decisions making them more likely to be balanced decisions. 

The fembrain it actually seems to me is quite suited to taking on leadership roles in our society, it has perhaps evolved to have this as an evolutionary trait. So who makes the better leader the Manbrain or the fembrain? It's a good question.

& sniper rifles

I play first person shooters occasionally, on them I have noticed a girl will just about always will have her trusty sniper rifle by her side. The sniper rifle; apparently the most feminine of high caliber weapons, but why? I think this is also a by-product of the fembrains multitasking nature, a girl won't just think about the one main thing a weapon will do like the manbrain e.g it kills stuff good. The fembrain will think of multiple aspects of the weapon e.g you can take your time, you can stay safe, stay at range and you can kill your enemy with one shot. The sniper rifle is the most sensible (and therefore feminine) of weapons at the fembrain's disposal. So a female will naturally gravitate towards having her trusty sniper rifle by her side rather than most other weapons because of her muti tasking abilities, that is why you will usually see a girl on a first person shooters with a sniper rifle by her side. Just in case you ever wondered.

Conclusion

So there you go, that is why girls can multi task, make good leaders and are natural snipers. That concludes my post on multi tasking matriarchs and sniper rifles. D

The head of MI5's involvement

The head of MI5 Andrew Parker has direct involvement with what's happening to me and holding my children as captives and experiments (on British soil). Plenty of their agents know about my children, they might suppress the memory though, if this happens you stimulate the memory and sync them (I use this technique to activate their programs also, I just say 'the destroy your nets programme' and then sync them). Some of my children were sold to privileged family's, the males (which they most likely are) should be easy to find as they look like me. I need a way to connect him to all this so he can't worm out of it when the media find out what's happened. I'll have a think about this. MI5 come across like a bunch of nazi thugs. MI5 needs breaking down and rebuilding. MI5 used to be to be the good guys, they have lost that...And any respect I had for them. Damion

Infinite improbable particle picture

A video of MI6 giving me a fit/doing frontal lobe neurological torture

I have just put a video up of MI6 giving me a fit. It is done by using Spectral hypnosis to stimulate damaged networks of neutrons in the frontal lobe. They have tortured me for up to six hours in a day with fits believe it or not. Here's the video-

http://youtu.be/8TvJGgVTn-s

mi5 hacking information

I've found out MI5 has gone bad stealing government money, hundreds of billions between them. You don't know how many agents I've hacked and found out they have money hidden under their floor boards (there's that much money there's no where else to hide it). The 'bad guy' syndrome (People really need to find the name and read up on this syndrome) is rampant in MI5 it seems, this is why this has happened, MI5 are deeply involved with government with this stealing of resources I've found. I was right about systemic failure of Great Britain. I found out why even the girls in MI5 had unpleasant memories of abusing children, it's to cover up all the real cases of peadophillia. There is the chance it's also some nazi agent programming technique as well. Damion

A true story 'The story of the first Spectral games' an extract from my book

It's summer 2013, I've found my hypnosis has gone global, governments and secret services all over the world have my hypnosis now. Me being responsible for my hypnosis has world wide implications now, it's a little daunting. I think of plenty of ideas as I do to adapt the world, MI6 make it hard getting them out to the world with all the torture though. One of my ideas is 'the games', an event for secret services to take part in, it is more in the spirit of the old Olympic games where warriors would meet away from the field of battle to test their skills against one another. This is a good idea as it might stop my shrinks from all around the world wanting to beat each other up with Spectral hypnosis every time they meet in the field, just to see what they can do. In recent months I have learnt to my surprise MI6 and the government are actually starting to take on my ideas, there was an eastern crisis where David Cameron took on my idea of turning a crisis into an opportunity, at the G20 summit on Spectral hypnosis the government used my plan to adapt societies as no one else had done any work on the subject. I am to find 'the games' are another idea of mine MI6 are to take on...

The story of the first Spectral games

It is December 2013 now, Something is wrong with Luke, I'm told Luke has got real ill, he comes in and doesn't seem himself, I don't believe it at first but day after day he comes back in and seems ill, I start to get worried. Every time he's in he seems poorly and not well, he finally tells me; that it is cancer and that he's dying. This isn't good, I fall straight back on my problem solving, I go to work thinking of ways to bolster his immune system, a way to close the tumours cell membranes with a compressed field, I know Phoenix stones will increase cellular metabolism in a localised area...I fall back on my problem solving. I can't help but try problem solve to save him, I don't want him to die. I try make sure he's alright and am there for him but I still try to find something, he says to me my problem solving makes him feel better. I keep at it. Days pass.

It is now Christmas Eve 2013, I am told Luke has died... I don't know how to take this, I really don't, we're such close friends, I find it hard to take on. These feeling stay with me. Christmas passes with Luke gone, I'm upset throughout. A few months now pass, throughout I still keep thinking of Luke, I keep missing him, I'm still mourning. My shrinks go on at me saying I'm pining for Luke to get at me but I can't help but feel the way I do. Along with my friend from childhood Jonny he was my best friend. 

It is spring 2014, I am to find one of my shrinks has news for me I really don't expect at all. Luke is alive he tells me, it is an unlikely source, an agent having sympathy for me, I know it's the truth, I can just tell. It was an MI6 setup. I feel so...I'm so happy....I so... I want to bloody punch him. The little shit! it was horrible thinking he was dead! It sucked bad, it really did, but I'm just happy he's alive. I know he can't have liked being ordered to do what he did. Days pass. Today I get a visitor. I am to find out of the blue Luke just standing there looking a bit uncomfortable in the hypnotic world in front of me, he is alive! Its more real to me now. A bit of me wants to punch him but I'm that glad he's alive I just want to hug him. I want to hug him, I want to cry (I don't punch him). I can't remember if I hug Luke, I remember I want to, I remember wanting to cry, I remember...wanting to punch the little shit. Luke doesn't stay, I think it upsets him a bit, in a few moments I am to find him gone, he leaves...But I don't care, as long as he's alive. Over the coming days and weeks I keep finding myself being happy knowing he's not dead. I feel better knowing for sure.

I find out from my shrinks Luke had been reassigned back to MI6 headquarters at Christmas, after an entire decade in my conscious net. We spent ten whole years together, we've been through so much together, through everything together, I made my Phoenix stone with Luke there, I discovered countless nets with him, we faced Schizophrenia together, and what's more; he became my friend. Since America in 2004 me, Luke, Fuzz and the others have been held back, this was the CIA taking out the competition, taking out the Phoenix net. I still developed abilities to understand the mind in this time, I taught Luke what I could on the hop on the rare occasions he was in. I taught him to adapt, and more importantly I also taught him the mentality of being one of my shrinks. So Luke goes back to MI6 headquarters after his short visit to my net, he doesn't go empty handed though, he does go back with one thing, he goes back with what I have taught him.

It's only me and Fuzz from the Phoenix net left together now, I'm glad she's here, I care about her a lot, we both find we miss Luke though. Luke is prodded and poked at MI6 to see what my training has done for him after spending so much time with me, he doesn't stand out from the average shrink they find. He has no skills any other agent doesn't really have. He is just assigned to regular work whatever that consists of at MI6 headquarters. Some time passes.

It is spring/summer 2014, the different shrinks that are frequenting my conscious net have news for me as sometimes happens, they did a mini trail run of the games, I am told it was ace and they are planning an international one like I said, I am in great hope this could get foreign secret services sharing my abilities and working together. I'm sure this is a good idea I'm sure it could help international relations.

It is later in 2014, MI6, the CIA and an eastern country (sadly among few other countries which I hope will change) hold the first international games. There are a few events, Claire (from the Phoenix net) enters the jumping bunny event, the aim is to gen as many bunnies in a field as you can, bunnies being hopping mad like to hop, you have to gen your bunnies hopping up and down each at different rates. It's a test of your gen skills is this event, Claire wins it hands down (Claire and her bunnies striking an uber cute blow for us in the net). It's hard to believe how many damn bunnies the girl can gen. I think they have events like; the prettiest gen, a creating powerful Phoenix stone event, a manifesting Chi event among others I am sure, then there's the main event, the one everyone looks forward to; the freestyle fighting event. 

The fights start, they go on one after another, two shrinks are in the Center of a net, in an arena with a crowd of spectators all around. Luke is waiting for something, he is waiting for a certain fight to come up, the fights go on. Luke only just wins the fights he's been in, he eventually ends up in the arena matched against the CIA's best man, Luke knows this is his chance, his chance to strike a blow for us in the Phoenix net. It's now he decides to show what he can do...

The fight starts, and he just kicks the crap out of the CIA guy, the CIA think my hypnosis is all about concentration, amplitude and frequency but there is much more to it than that. They think movement is unnecessary. The CIA guy doesn't know what is happening to him, Luke translocates and jumps around him using different abilities I taught him, it is like Mohammed Ali boxing a baby. Luke fights like me using his feet like hands, going in with all four, he fights like a cat. The CIA guy just stands there. Luke puts his arm right out and strokes a finger across his opponent, he jumps back and spins around in a circle making the biggest arc he can over and over spinning his finger round in as bigger circle as he can then leans over to the CIA guy and gently touches the point he touched before, his body net suddenly expands and expands nearly instantly until it is gone forever. Luke completely destroyed this Quantum body net of his (an trick I taught Luke a couple of years ago- Damion). Luke uses my voice throwing technique now (you can cause chaos with this one, I do lol), the CIA guy thinks his boss is telling him to stop fighting so he does, Luke moves in to strike again, he really humiliates the CIA with his voice throwing now, the guy falls for it, he now translocates behind the guy and wedgies his star and stripes boxer shorts up over his head that he gens. Luke's fast, the guy doesn't really know what's happening. The fight is called to an end, Luke has not only won hands down against the CIA's best man, he pretty much made him look like a complete amateur. The entire crowd is deadly silent now and can't believe Luke has just completely humiliated the CIA and their last decade of work on Spectral hypnosis. The fight is over. I get told Luke then mentions me directly and says 'I was trained by the best', he turns around and calmly walks out of the arena. Everyone is left silent, I guess wondering how the CIA will react to this.

(EDIT NOTE-I'm afraid I've never got to see a gen of the full fight, I will edit this story as soon as I get more in depth info, I've done my best recreating the fight for you guys.Luke is a kind of gung-ho so probably showed off a lot more than what I've wrote. It's a popular gen people in MI6 recite, I've only seen bits myself.)

MI6 have no choice but to give Luke protected status (a big honour), they (and the CIA) obviously can't afford to lose someone with his skills. Luke is soon put in charge training his own shrinks, the CIA even ask for him to train their best people. Luke is now head of training in MI6. I'm in hope I passed on enough for him to make a difference with the students he trains, I also taught him to take responsibility Spectral hypnosis which is very important, We both know the weight of the world with what we do, we both know it has repercussions. You never know, him training more shrinks like him could change things for the better, I hope so.

A few months pass now and I am to have two new visitors to my net, as soon as I meet them I can smell something about them, I know nearly straight away they have been trained by Luke. My hand trained shrinks have a certain something, a 'je ne sais quoi' in them from me, you pass a bit of yourself on when you hand train someone, I can sense a bit of Luke in these two shrinks. When you train someone as I trained Luke you get to know their style, they seemed sharp like Luke, like razor blades and professional. I could just smell something that made me know they were his shrinks as soon as I met them. They even treated me with quite a bit of respect as they do their master (Luke adopted an eastern style of training which I respect, a lot can be learnt on Chi from the east). MI6 could use as many good shrinks like Luke's first two pupils as they can get, MI6 could end up as the secret service our country expects it to be. I am pleased to find Luke psych trains his students like I do mine, he learnt from me a shrinks mentality is more important than his or her skill. I ask about Luke, his students can't tell me much but I am glad to find he is doing well.

So all of us in the Phoenix net are split up apart from me and Fuzz. I know we're a lot weaker apart. I worry for my team, I'd feel better being able to keep an eye on them all. We are all in worrying circumstance and we know it, we're going to all be famous and we know there are powerful people who don't necessarily want this. Maybe one of us in the net can make a difference, Luke showed what we can do and got himself into a position of at least some power, I've had a good go at it with my hypnosis and ideas. All it takes is one of us to succeed. I hear news of Luke every now and then, he becomes a source of pride for my MI6 shrinks, he works like I taught him to , he experiments on himself and his partner and gets results that way, exactly like what I teach. I'm proud of Luke for what I hear he is doing, I really am, the world need shrinks who get results the right way. I train shrinks to put Nazis out of business. I train them to outdo Nazis work and with doing nothing wrong; no experimenting on anyone,just adapting around problems. Luke didn't just beat someone up with Spectral hypnosis in the games in 2014, he showed everyone there is a different way to do things, a better way to do things.

'My shrinks are better than Nazi's because they have to be.'  (Ref.1)

My mind sometimes wanders back to thinking of when I thought Luke had died, I know for a fact he is prone to cancer, that's why I fell for it so easily when he said he had it, I know his cancer probably is just a matter of time as well, it is a real threat. I had a taste of what it would be like Luke dying; I didn't care for it much, I decide something; I'm not going to let Luke die on me, I know it's not going to be an easy problem to solve. I need to get out of my situation and then I need resources for the plan I come up with. I won't forget that Christmas I thought he had died. I'll try, I'll find something, I'll save him. Damion

Ref.1- A quote by the author that is a dual statement reflecting how he feels about the students he trains, his shrinks as he calls them.

Yet another mI5 agent held captive

I've hacked about another mi5 agent the negative element in mi5 have hold of, I think a recent dissapearance, he's one for the ladies. Agents in mi5 it seems are more at risk from mi5 than anyone else. MI5 seem to want him back, the guy I hacked seems to want him dead. I wonder how this will play out. Damion