Schizophrenia paper update

I think I remember what I did to lukes net, I synced with it :-), (it's like tuning in and excepting the net as part of your mind) that's what fixed it. I know it sounds stupid but with all what goes on you can forget things like that, I was being tortured in a prison cell after all and didn't know what it would lead to. That's half of fixing the disorder (the partition half), and I know the other half (the excess I'd energy), it comes from an old trick I called emotional reencoding, I've called it quantum wavelength adaptation. Need to do this paper but I'm in a way. I know what I need to though :-)

Peadophile ring update

The fat guy is called Martin in the ring, he looks a bit like the butcher from coronation street, al is it? I have a story to add to my book. D

Sectioned

They have sectioned me at mill view court at castle hill hospital, to make it look like I was going to try break up the uk with the Scottish vote. Not feeling too well, thought I'd let my readers know. I'm wondering if sawyer is staying on to try look like a hero saving the uk lol d 

Update

I've found out they have put some type of carcinogen in my bowels a few months ago. I fought off the anaemia from the benzine, that's twice it's kicked in after about 9 months. It wasn't intended to be lethal, it's to alter public perception when I'm famous. The bowel cancer is more of a worry, I wonder what the time frame is. They sectioned me for some reason, I'm at mill view court at casstle hill hospital in cottingham. Not nice as per usual, not like in 2007 thankfully. D

The story of Ripley and the Phoenix stone- part 3

This is an extract from my yet to be finished autobiography...

It's now September 2013. My life is still constant experiments, my life is still fighting mi6. I've been through so much since I last wrote, but I'm ok, I try be a warrior as well as a poet as best I can. I guess I will have a lot to write about one day. 

I'm now a decade in with my work. I'm now finding it easier and easier to make head way, it's a little like a jigsaw puzzle when you get close to the end. I'm now putting down what I've learnt about Autism, I'm attempting to write my first paper. I have now got to the point where I can fit my hypnosis into Autism and Schizophrenia along with other disorders, hopefully to help a lot of people, what I have said my hypnosis can do from the start. 

Today I am working alone in my bedroom, I come to a conclusion, it stirs me, it takes my mind back to thoughts of Ripley. I finally understand what happened all those years ago, why I survived the lobotomy, why I didn't die from it. I realise it was because of my phoenix stone, what it did when I placed it in my chest. 

I work out It created a new brain wave, an external binding brain wave as I call it, the telepathy brain wave. This binding is what provides my brain with the energy the chemical lobotomy is meant to stop. This should have easily killed me, if it had happened a few months earlier things would have been very different. Still to this day my hypnosis keeps me alive. What's more is I end up in hope for people with Parkinson's disease and similar disorders as they work in a similar way to my lobotomy. I hope this means hope for many people who are facing this fate worse than death. I hope what saved me can save others.

So I sit alone still in my bedroom, I now know what saved me, it is certainly a twist of fate something called a Phoenix stone that did this. Years ago I got told when I was writing my story not to write about when they took my Phoenix stone from my chest, back in my parents conservatory ten years ago. I was told it was a sad part of my life and the world didn't need to know. I now sit ten years later finally understanding. I can't help but think back to Ripley, to what she said all those years ago, just before they took my Phoenix stone from me; 'it will be there if You need it'. 

Damion Cappleman 16/6/14

My planned papers

Here's a diagram of the neuron, it shows where in the neuron the disorder is aphilliated with. Im not yet familiarised with epilepsy (so my theory on it might change as I learn) but I'm sure I can stop fits, lol giving yourself mild fits it my idea, might sound a bit crazy but hey, I'm a telepath trying to wipe out a good few mental and neurological illnesses, what's sane about my life :-)

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Update on the pheadophile ring

They all have HIV/AIDS. They can't get medical care one of them said to stop being caught, but he said they get good meds SO they have to buy it online and use credit cards. Someone needs to get a data base of large quantity buyers of reasonable quality aids meds (enough for a good few people, a lot of them have it so I guess they buy together). I'm gonna get the bastards. D

Update on the pedophile ring

The peadophile ring have given me scabies, and on more than one occasion. I met one of the ring who was a traveler, I have just found out they all have it. They have one of my sons, I think travellers might have him, they rape him all the time. He needs help, plenty of mi6 agents want to, but all you get is lip service (talk).  You never know by putting this info on the ring down online it might make a difference. I don't know what to think/feel about this... Damion

My arm 6.6.14

An idea on auras

I've had my aura seen, it was obvious to me it was a real ability. I've just been thinking, I've heard of people saying about having photos of their auras taken, if this is true we can use this technique to make a quantum scanner. You might have to expand quantum nets outside the brain (that's imagining the net you are looking at very slowly increasing in size). Hmm, I'm wondering if this teqhnique would be useful. D

Auras and a medium (my friend Vicki)

I've just had a friend look at my aura. It was very interesting indeed. It is definitely a real ability. I'm now sat wondering if she had to learn this by EMT (how my stuff is passed on) or something similar. I have an aura with a lot of green in it, it apparently means I think a lot, she said I was caring. I have pink which means I'm cheeky. I was told pink is usually in women, it must be down to me being a theta (girls over develop in the theta stage also. She said I had orbs around me, that they could be spirits following me, I reason this was my shrinks.

This was very interesting until my shrinks said she's going to become a TI. The peodophiles are doing experiments on my auras now, hoping to get some type of result from mixing stuff up. They seem nearly desperate to do this, fixated. I can't believe the uk government employs peodophiles, I guess not many people will do what mi6 tells it's agents to do.

I'll log it here about mi6's interest in victoria carney, wife of Simon carney as from today. She's a nice girl, I hope it will be too much risk for mi6 to target her now people around the world read my blog /waves at everyone. D

Sigmund Freud and a century old secret

I have thought recently about why Freud kept his abilities secret. I know from clues from his work he saw structures like personality. He made the decision to keep what he knew secret and used what he knew in a round about way (like developing psychoanalysis), ive started thinking it was because he feared what is happening to me and my family. His children would likely have been experimented on if the world found out, his semen would have been worth a fortune to this ends. So ive started thinking maybe his decision to keep what he knew secret wasn't only for fear of what his abilities would do to the world, it was for the sake of his children, and their children after them. D

An extract from my Schizophrenia work

This is an extract from the report mi6 have been trying to stop me writing since Xmas, the stpid thing is i know everything i need to write, mi6 drug me so i forget what im writing, they know theres a cure for scizophrenia, they regard it as a threat to them. if my shrinks out there manage to find Luke's net/s manipulating it should cure schizophrenia. Raising ID rate might also help, this is an Ems ability, you focus on someone's Ems and raise the energy upwards, I'm afraid it is very difficult to teach when not in person with my hypnosis. D

Schizophrenia- Conscious patrician theory (extract)

The partitioned mind

The Id rate/delta waves are too high but the conscious can cope with this in the first three stages of development due to the high amplitude of the other brain waves in the first three stages.

The symptoms of Schizophrenia are not present until an individual reaches the fourth stage of development (I have outlined these stages in my autistic spectrum theory). In the first three stages the mind can compensate for the heightened dopamine activity.

When an individual starts entering the fourth stage of development the mind starts to not be able to cope with the heightened dopamine response. In all but the mildest cases a patrician suddenly forms in the conscious mind, the thought process suddenly splits into two, this is when the symptoms of Schizophrenia manifest.

The proteins in the dopamine neuro receptors are damaged in the schizophrenic brain. 

The proteins in the neuro receptor remain unfolded letting the dopamine neurotransmitter flow through freely. It is this neuronal damage that causes Schizophrenia.

Dopamine stimulates the Id/Delta brain wave, increasing its amplitude and lowering its frequency, in Schizophrenia the Id/the delta brain wave is therefore overactive. 

Information from the Id travels up personality to consciousness, from the low frequency delta brain wave to the high frequency beta waves. This is in the form of virtual photons (a quantum particle created when a photon moves through an electromagnetic field that behaves by flowing towards higher frequencies). This is how the damaged dopamine neuro receptor effects the conscious mind. The lower the frequency that creates the virtual photon the longer the virtual photon will exist (it is inversely proportional to the energy that creates it), it can therefore travel further up personality. The effect is that the peaks in consciousness/beta waves are higher than normal.

Dopamine stimulates low frequency delta waves, virtual photons are inversely proportional to the energy that creates them. This means lower frequency virtual photons will exist for a longer period of time and will travel further up personality causing these overly high peaks in the conscious/beta waves

Consciousness/ beta waves are a chain of photons that are all connected, an electromagnetic wave. The amplitude and wavelength of the beta brain wave have to be balanced or the wave will split into two separate waves. This is what happens in the schizophrenic mind, the conscious mind is split into two seperate parts, this mechanism is responsible for most schizophrenic symptoms. A note, I wish a Chinese friend of mine, Hiro was here to do the Maths, I'm sure it would be easy to develop an EEG.

The formation of Luke's net

Luke's net is quantum neural net that forms when consciousness is particianed and the onset of symptoms. Lukes net is a neural potential, a network of energy that is not meant to be in the mind, but because of the conditions in the Schizophrenic mind this net forms. The process goes-

1. The individual starts entering the last stage of development. 

2. A patrician forms in the conscious

3. The mind tries to make sense of the two separate waves from the thought process that is now split in two.

4. Luke's net forms as the minds attempt to make sense of the two paralell thought processes, the larger the partician the deeper in the mind Luke's net forms and the stronger the effects are.

If the mind is partitioned to a stronger degree Luke's net will form at a lower frequency, penetrating deeper into the sub conscious effecting more of the super ego. The Nets below the frequency range of Luke's net are uneffected, the nets above the frequency of Luke's net are fractured into two seperate thought process.

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Something freaky

I am sat in my mums back garden, I was just attempting to stroke the belly of one of the fish in my mums pond, it has moss on it so I thought he might appreciate a clean. All animals have quantum nets, that means with my hypnosis you can tune into and see the energy of animals. I imagined a fish just now, a different one ( not one in the pond) and I could feel the spine, the empty bit down the middle where organs are, its gills, i could feel its body nets, like id seen them before. I just tried imagining something more random, a llama, I can do the same with that, why the hell can I do this? I don't even remember being near a llama (I think I did in my childhood). My abilities have actually surprised me this time. As my friend Pauline would say 'its freaky-deaky'.

Update on the Macdonalds girl

Some good news (I think), I've found out from one of my shrinks that the girl from McDonald's has got her life back. I guess now she is now minus one neural transceiver, Apparently they didn't have a choice. I guess me 'hacking' the guy they employ paid off. I told mi6 no matter what the circumstances she didn't deserve to be experimented on, I'm glad she is free, I hope she finds a happy life. D

By the way if this young girl ever finds her way to reading this one day; happy to help, it was a pleasure miss  :-)

Inner strength

I've come up with a way to teach something important to one of my mi6 shrinks, in fact more than one of them. Its nothing they could use for the wrong reasons. It's a simple emotional exercise that leads to more than what you think as  someone put it. This is something I learnt to help deal with a trauma. I learnt about finding this emotion many years ago, before this all started, I might write about it some day. 

MI6 have only recently learnt how useful it is, as I write this they are trying to suppress this emotion so I can't help others with it (idiots as per usual but at least I know it's helped some people).

Many years ago I taught Luke about inner and outer strength. He's tough on the outside but I worried about strength on the inside. How he would cope if someone got benieth his armour. He does a dangerous job after all. I tried to demonstrate to him what this was like, I went to gently punch him, but I went Beneith his tummy and back a bit to his center and said 'that's what it's like'. 

This particular emotion comes from inside the tummy, a few inches back from just below the belly button. I teach an emotional exercise related to this. It will be much harder to learn from reading my post compared to in person though. I teach to put your chin up, your chest out and i find saying 'strength' when i do this helps, you let the emotion flow up from that point in the bottom middle of your body. Focusing the emotion coming up and lifting the chin a little. 

Us men tend to have more external strength and its women that tend to have more internal strength. It's something some of us guys (and some girls) can learn that really can help.

It's a simple technique that really can help. I hope some of my shrinks out there find it helps people. I try and not teach things to MI6 obviously, but if it helps someone i don't mind so much. D