I'm still a prisoner on this psychiatric ward, Mill view court, the place where I faced the worst time in my life, when MI6 tried to make me kill myself. Its not as bad as in 2007 but times are tough, I'm in a mild but constant pain.
Today there is a thunderstorm, for the second time since I arrived here. The first storm was about three weeks ago now I'd guess. Something strange happened to me during the first storm. I saw how heavy the storm was, I decided I wanted to go out in the storm and enjoy it thundering down around me, I knew it was reckless, after all I have a bug in me that my life depends on. To tell you the truth this just made it all the more exiting. I sat in an open shelter in the garden, the storm loudly hammering down rain around it. Then something I didn't expect happened. I saw a lightning strike , I feel something breath taking, a single second later I heard the thunder clap. It was very close then, about a mile. As the Lightning struck I felt... Something, a feeling of....Energy, activity...It was envigorating, a powerful frequency. I soon decided to leave behind my storm and go back inside with an interesting experience to make sense of.
Now I am sat outside in another storm as I write this, it is three weeks since my last experience. I want to feel the frequency of lightning again. I know what to expect this time so I have a song called 'Sometimes' by the band 'James' playing, it's on my speaker, it's the perfect song for this. I just had my near field (the field my bug creates) struck by lightning again. I felt the frequency again, it's exzilerating; the best word I can find to describe it. I counted four seconds until the thunder, It was about four miles away to the east. One strike I felt today was just on the edge of my near field, a little to the right of the other one, I counted to five before I heard the thunder, I felt a weaker sensation, my bugs range is definitely about five miles then. It feels invigorating being out in the storm, I feel more alive because of the danger. Im outside in a shelter which is basically a big metal cage. My life is weired sometimes, your just not meant to get struck by lightning to all intent and purpose and your most certainly not meant to learn a new special ability from it lol. Freaky-deeky. Other than occasional thunder I can't hear anything but the rain hitting concrete all around me. /is enjoying the thunder storm....Damion
P.s if you would like to try recreate this simply do the same as me, go out in a thunder storm and be online (with a bug, 100hz works well) with a partner a mile or more away and wait for the lightning to hit your near field. It's quite an experience, be warned though, I think I have a lighting shaped scar in my EMA from this, two actually. I can't help but think this is a little cool, like Harry Potter lol. :-)
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A comment on my situation and where I am
Just got put in hawthorn court in Beverley, they are EMT'ing me with all the residents, some are in a right way, one dribbles a lot, they told me that dr fofi made a deal with them in the last ward to have them leave his tennants alone, not that they listened, it seems the same isn't true here at all. I'm on a ward with an alpha of some sort one said when I stood near her, a young girl. What the hell has happened to our government... Damion
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