Some torture mi6 is doing

I have one of the gay community from mi6 in, he's showing off how he can control me having fits, he's practiced a lot. He got me to claw my own face, there's someone out there he's practiced on a lot, probably in a mental ward, mi6 uses heroin to stop their target fighting effectively so is probably an addict. They do this by EMTing with my beta net that causes fits.

They are trying to use pain to torture autism out of me still. Damion