Update

The rapes are worsening, hes going funny from the abuse the SAS colonel I think it is. This type of sexual abuse is standard practice in the SAS I've found from him. I'm hoping to change this by blowing the whistle on this. It doesn't make me think less of myself, it makes me think less of the Brittish armed forces. This kind of behaviour gives people validation to fight these people, the SAS are idiots. One soldier did mention he might try stop this practice, I told him its worth something to me, I wont let others go through what I have had to. I hope you are well, library closing, gotta go. D